I need to write this, because then it feels like I’m doing something about it:
I’m going to start budgeting better, I will allow myself £200 a month to live on, only taking extra in emergencies. Not taking my card into work, and only carrying cash so I don’t overspend.
I’m going to start eating healthier and doing more exercise because my body is disgusting me, and only I can make that better.
I need to go through with my goals, instead of just thinking about them, starting with new tattoos, and new clothes that aren’t ripped.
I need to start thinking more positively, and learn to control my depression, anxiety and other issues.
I should also get my eyes tested because they are sucking at the moment, though I’m waiting that one out because it might just be other things.
If you’re reading this, thank you. I just need to write this down as almost a promise to myself.
Let’s see how long this lasts.
you can do it, love.
one step at a time.